Dear beloved God,
I just wanted to say how deeply sorry I am for being a bit high-tempered for these last 6 months, since I moved to a new environment at karawaci. Please forgive me…
I’d also like to say thank you for all the blessings I have ‘till now.
Thank you for the air I can still breathe daily.
Thank you I still can walk, see, smell, and touch things around me daily.
Thank you I still can have food, water, job, clothes, for my daily activity and home to have a rest at night.
Thank you for Nelson-Nevada-Giovanni, they make me strong.
Thank you for my Dad, though I only have 1 of my parents left now.
Thank you for my cousins and girlfriends, they make my days.
Thank you for my nice boss, whose children call me “Auntie!” when they came to the office with their beautiful mommy.
Thank you for many other things.
But most of all, thank you for being here in my heart, always, though I’ve ever lost in the darkest dark and became the most evil side of my self.
Thank you for always be there beside me, and I know You will always be.
People might come and go as they want to but I believe You’ll always stay.
Are You thinking of sending me a bunch of guys again? Please, oh please don’t do that.
Send them to other girls, please, or to another part of this planet, but not to me.
They can only bring me tears and lies. I don’t like them.
I have You, and it’s all enough.
Nothing is sweeter, nicer, and brighter than You in this life.
Thank you for everything, thank you for loving me, I am so very blessed.